Soooo it appears that the birth control related whatever whatever hormones that were fucking up my system and my cycle for the past three-ish months are finally gone. …. Which I’m glad about… but on the downside it is causing me to have my period like TWO FUCKING WEEKS EARLY. … Which is significantly less awesome. Also for those three months it was very light, and I sorta forgot how NOT LIGHT it usually is and it’s like… WOOOAH and it’s super gross. Also I have hella cramps and it’s just wicked gross in general and my emotions are shooting all over the damn place ugh I have way too much work to do to be getting distracted by this bullshit. … But it’s hard to stay focused and NOT be distracted when you are in constant pain (and not in the sexy way I like) and also emotionally ravaged (and not in the sexy way I like) and also worried about not bLeEdInG all over your clothes and furniture (and not in the sexy way I like).
Buuut my boyfriend did go to the store for me and buy me flowers and chocolate and tampons and wine (to kill the PAIN… but I can’t drink it yet because I have tons of work to do) Which was really sweet, and nice, and I love him.
Right…. back to work. I have aaaaaay LOT to do.