I feel kinda messed up and weird. It’s okay, it’s okay. Shit happens. Things happen. It’s just sort of bad timing. I was in a pretty deep subspace really. and it didn’t ~run it’s course~ and now I feel sort of stuck in a weird purgatory and it’s weird and confusing and > awesome. UuuuUuuuuuuugh. It’s okay. Things pass. It’s something I’ve felt before but not for a long time and I don’t remember how to deal with it. But yeah, I feel confused and conflicted? and fragile at the moment and sort of don’t know what the hell I should do with myself . Haha what do normal people do? What do? How act normal? Human things? Free will, normal person! YEAH! that’s me!