I want to go to a concert like i used to as a kid. Fucking loud and pointless and i jump in the mosh pit throwing myself against other bodies for no real fucking reason, just to feel and bruise and be alive. Not even good music just an experience. And maybe i will go. That’s a thing i can do by myself cuz I’m a fucking adult. I’m brave and ready and i miss my stupid skater shoes sometimes. Fuck it. I can do it if i want.