I finished it. I’m feeling paranoid that I fucked it up… But I finished it. I also feel hollowed out, scooped out. Just empty. And my body hurts all over. I have nothing left to give right now, please universe don’t force me to demonstrate otherwise. Tired and beat up but not In a cool way. But I did it. It was horrible but I did it. Fuck. Every little thing is making me feel like I’m about to cry.