I’ve been feeling sick and hiding and insulating myself. I sometimes forget how many disgusting ignorant fucks there are on the planet, because I surround myself with the opposite of that. But then I see them all, in crowds, and it makes me want to thin the population. I’m tired and feeling physically bad and mentally not much better. It’s the second night of Hanukkah, I should do a thing. I hate looking at myself, god. I want to be different. Whatever. Moving on. I need to get my shit together for grad school soon. Soon. Soon. I need to get my shit together as a human being. This has got me all fucked up feeling bad about everything. Why didn’t you give me a curation batch yo? Was I too late? Whatever. I should go. Yeah. Bye.