I fancy I can feel a subtle shift in my body, but I may just be imagining. Counting the cost of everything. I was weak today, from drink and lack of sleep, but I still did okay. I can be strong and take control of myself. Why was I about to fall asleep at 11 but now I’m all wide awake? Answer me that. I’m trying not to be weird and nervous, but really hoping to hear back from my client. Please, please, I really need it. Okay, okay. I’ll read a bit, then give sleep another shot.