Thirst day

I need to get my shit together. I still feel paralyzed, unsure, nursing a stubborn kernel of hurt. I feel irrationally stuck, like if I leave the house, the couch, something terrible will happen just behind me. I don’t know. I haven’t exercised nearly enough. Drinking and eating tooo much. I need to get my shit together. How can my soul feel so heavy and so drained at the same time? My birthday is coming and I don’t want it. I’m afraid of tomorrow, of how I’ll be and what will be. I should bring a little notepad

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